Free at last for spiritual growth

gift from the seaAngels of annunciation of what? Of a new stage in living when, having shed many of the physical struggles, the worldly ambitions, the material encumbrances of active life, one might be free to fulfill the neglected side of one’s self. One might be free for growth of mind, heart and talent; free at last for spiritual growth… .

The Oyster Shell

gift from the seaI am very fond of the oyster shell. It is humble and awkward and ugly. It is slate-colored and unsymmetrical. Its form is not primarily beautiful but functional. I make fun of its knobbiness. Sometimes I resent its burdens and excrescences. But its tireless adaptability and tenacity draw my astonished admiration and sometimes even my tears. … The tide of life recedes. The house, with its bulging sleeping porches and sheds, begins little by little to empty. The children go away to school and then to marriage and lives of their own. Most people by middle age have attained, or ceased to struggle to attain their place in the world. That terrific tenacity to life, to place, to people, to material surroundings and accumulations—is it as necessary as it was when one was struggling for one’s security or the security of one’s children? Many of the physical struggles have ceased, due either to success or to failure. Does the shell need to be so welded to its rock?

 

help me dedicate myself to You

far-east-1950-05Dear God,

Please help me dedicate

myself to You–

to do the work,

to quiet my mind,

that I might serve You best.

 

Please introduce my heart

to peace,

and guide me to the chamber

where my heart

can rest 

and find itself.

Please take me there.

Amen

 

prayer from: illuminated